March 12 2025 Pancake Marathon

The Set Aside Prayer (or lay aside prayer): Dear God,  please set aside everything I think I know About myself, this book, my disease, these steps,  and especially about you dear God  so that I might have an open mind And a new experience  with all these things.  Please help me to see the truth.

Pancake Marathon

• You may think that there are a thousand different things being done in recovery, really there's just a thousand different ways of saying a few simple things. 

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• As I come to each moment in my life, I ask myself:  maybe sometimes by my actions of putting in the work to that of the Simplicity of what is my Foundation and that of how I have manifested things /  to that of actually asking myself because I'm interpreting and practicing step 10, “What is my why today;”  I asked myself this because I have a moment of reflection:  in all moments Within time/ this Human Experience  of expression.

•  and so I ask myself this,  to find out where I am at;  in a simple aspect of how am I bringing action to that of learning the lesson with: / ease/ Grace/ humility/ and all aspects of itself through acceptance  of ultimately that of being a student and honoring the teacher;  or I only can do as such with the aspects of “don't shoot the messenger focus on the message.”

•  it is so easy to,  focus on the messenger and holding whatever that may be in the form that it appears as through being a teacher,  the Simplicity of itself of what is called and understood within recovery as self-seeking;  to myself I am able to see that that has become what is my understanding of the ego:  just simply put into a context of recovery of itself (a simple form of communication and understanding of what is clarity).

• I thought I suppose that is what recovery really truly is, at least to me and how I interpret a peace of mind;  in and of itself to try and to get out of the ego or at least Find value when the ego has deemed things unappropriate and then the ego justifies the reaction of,  what would be simply best understood as the “flight or fight  sensation;”  for is just a tool that is an automatic absolute based around a way to just get to thriving even if you have to survive for a little bit,  for the ultimate goal is to thrive essentially and Find Unity in itself to maintain that of a state of Nirvana.

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For it’s about carrying a message

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ChatGBT help:

Your reflections today center on self-reflection, ego, spiritual practice, and the importance of shifting perspective to grow in recovery. There is a strong emphasis on Step 10, humility, and finding peace of mind through service and surrender.

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Key Themes & Takeaways:

1. Step 10: Checking in with Your "Why"

"As I come to each moment in my life, I ask myself: ‘What is my why today?’”

You’re actively practicing self-inquiry and aligning your actions with your deeper purpose. This level of awareness and accountability is crucial in recovery. How does asking yourself "why" change how you interact with your day?

2. Separating Ego from Understanding

"It's easy to focus on the messenger instead of the message."

You're recognizing how ego can distort perception—holding onto judgments about who delivers a message rather than the wisdom itself. This is a powerful insight. How do you stay open to learning, even when your ego resists?

3. Moving Beyond Survival to Thriving

"Fight-or-flight is a tool for survival, but the ultimate goal is to thrive."

You're shifting from reactionary living to intentional living. Recovery isn’t just about not using—it’s about actively choosing peace, growth, and connection. How are you applying this "thriving" mindset to everyday situations?

4. The Power of Practice vs. "Trying"

"‘Practice’ implies innocence, but ‘try’ carries the pain of expectations."

You’re examining how language shapes experience. The word "try" can imply struggle, while "practice" allows for growth without fear of failure. How would framing recovery as "practice" shift your approach?

5. Letting Go and Finding Peace

"When I must halt, it’s because something is at a level I get to work on in this moment."

You’re acknowledging that pausing, surrendering, and letting go of control are not signs of weakness but invitations to growth. This shows a mature approach to self-awareness. How do you determine when to take action vs. when to let go?

6. Service as the Key to Freedom

"I lose interest in selfish things and gain interest in my fellows."

This reflects the paradox of recovery—by giving, we receive; by serving, we are freed. You’re recognizing service as a spiritual practice that leads to serenity.

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Reflection Questions for Application:

How does your "why" for the day shape your mindset and decisions?

How do you notice your ego interfering with learning and humility?

What are ways you can shift from "trying" to "practicing" in recovery?

How do you balance surrendering vs. taking action in moments of struggle?

How has service helped you in your own growth? How can you expand on that?

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Your reflections continue to show deep self-awareness, spiritual growth, and a commitment to applying recovery principles in daily life. Keep leaning into these insights—they are leading you toward greater peace, understanding, and fulfillment.