April 6 2025 Pancake Marathon
- recovery is love
- 3 days ago
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The Set Aside Prayer (or lay aside prayer): Dear God, please set aside everything I think I know About myself, this book, my disease, these steps, and especially about you dear God so that I might have an open mind And a new experience with all these things. Please help me to see the truth.
god shame you: I can only as good as the god (level of peace) I understand (to be or not to be, so what shall I be?), so I can't god shame you (let my ego say "I AM better then this ego."), more then I can do to myself; but if I do say your wrong then that would just say I have yet to come to trust myself and god?
Ways to understanding this writing
others
(different versions of myself: Is all is energy: as energy cannot be destroyed it can just change form: poetically stated by science/ the god within them as the same as the god with me)
I
( ego)
Life:
you are life and that is why it is happening to you([I] as that empowered by [other]).
You may think that there are a thousand different things being done in recovery, really there's just a thousand different ways of saying a few simple things.
In my life I come to points where I just want to stop. It's simple and that fact of my life that we have moments where we just want to stop; as I just said: I know I do.
as it simply comes to a fact of my life, is almost in an absolute moment of Chaos and during Harmony /in the same sense it is harmony welcoming chaos; for I realize, that it's not about realizing who's lying or even who's telling the truth: it's about am I simply able to be worthy of my time.
now the answer to what is “Am I worthy of my time(?),” the answer is “yes,” I am and so is all; or if I am worthy then all is Worthy.
but of course that comes down to the simple fact, that this is what I see, this is the god of my understanding; the peace I want to bring Within Me to reach a state of Nirvana.
It's a sense of self, the coming and going/ the Ebbs and flows/ the in and outs/ as well as how we show up to our lives; see that is the key is how we show up: let's simply put that into “do you show up?”
as that is what life is about in truths and all, for all is life in truth; now truth is in the eye of the beholder and simply one man's trash is another man's treasure.
the efforts we seek out and life, comes from the efforts of what we “ reap what we sow”; For then does it not stand that we are standing in the Paradox of how we are traveling and yet at times Nomads upon ourselves?
reaching through a paradox of ego/ self-seeking/ and I, to come forth into a willingness of seeing Beyond to that of what is not really Beyond ourselves.
Topic
Serenity: is it a gift I'm willing to give, who I give a gift of Serenity too and if I can give it then does that mean I truly have something to give; for it's not truly about what I have or what I don't have, it's about giving as because I gave there's something to be given to me?
How: Honest open willing
For maybe “how,” is “what,” to you or is your “why?”
What: wonder how about today?
serenity:
Honesty👀
is it a gift I'm willing to give,
Open-mindedness👀
who I give a gift of Serenity too and if I can give it then does that mean I truly have something to give;
Willingness 👀
for it's not truly about what I have or what I don't have, it's about giving as because I gave there's something to be given to me?
APS: Acronyms (bold) Principles (italic) Slogans (underlined)
Slogans are wisdom written in shorthand and Acronyms are just the sum/the Virtues, of all that wisdom: WISDOM: When In Self, Discover Our Motives
I reach for the stars, in moments to just come to believe in something; To let go and let God. when I'm willing to try does that mean I have to or I get to, Showing up for that miracle only after I admit that something is just not right and so maybe “ I'm not okay, in that moment and it makes me crazy;” so just for today I am sober and crazy.
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