April 21 2025 Pancake Marathon
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The Set Aside Prayer (or lay aside prayer): Dear God, please set aside everything I think I know About myself, this book, my disease, these steps, and especially about you dear God so that I might have an open mind And a new experience with all these things. Please help me to see the truth.
god shame you:
Steps: 3, Tradition: 1/7
I can only understand good as the god (level of peace) I understand (to be or not to be, so what shall I be?), so I can't god shame you (let my ego say "I AM better than this ego."), more than I can do to myself; but if I do say your wrong then that would just say I have yet to come to trust myself and god?
I can only comprehend good as the level of peace I understand God to be. Therefore, I cannot shame you with my ego saying "I AM better than this ego," any more than I can do that to myself. If I were to say you are wrong, it would only mean that I have yet to come to trust myself and God.
Ways to understanding this writing
others
different versions of myself:
Is all is energy: as energy cannot be destroyed it can just change form:
poetically stated by science/ the god within them as the same as the god with me
I
ego
self-seeking
Life:
you are life and that is why it is happening to you([I] as that empowered by [other]).
You may think that there are a thousand different things being done in recovery, really there's just a thousand different ways of saying a few simple things.
As I come into my own today, I might find a way to relax; for yes in recovery it almost seems not a thing or at least to me. I say that because I am where I am at in my recovery, and yet simply to say it does come down to the level of self-care that I have; and willing to find in my everyday life.
There are moments where I am just able to complicate everything With my stinky thinking, and yet there are moments when I am able to just sit back and relax; sometimes that just comes from being in the now moment and sometimes it comes from being of service.
Now, because I know there's more to life than just recovery, even though recovery is a big part of life itself this is true: at least when I want to be; and yet for me I see that I want so many different things but in truth I get to ask myself “ what is really going to make me happy:” even if in moments I ask myself do I deserve to be happy.
Of course the answer is always going to be yes, it's just am I willing to be happy; and if not then why?
now I say this in the sense of itself that I know myself, as I know how much effort and action I take and put into motion and so of course I'm going to reset out a day to relax; for those in the simple way of saying have you been putting action into it or have you forgot to prioritize things and things are just building up and now you're expecting everybody else to act like you already put the work into it and help you to get it done?
Topic
As I come into my own: I see that it's about coming into my own mind: the matter of fact of yes showing up and see the part of my actions, As I become open to those parts of my actions of why I did what i did to the point of seeing that I can now act and not react; For all of this comes to the point of how willing I can be able to come into my own.
How: Honest Open willing
For maybe “how,” is “what,” to you or is your “why?”
Why: welcoming home yourself
What: Wonder How bout today?
Lifes about finding your why/what (Purpose) through how (efforts) you are going to do it.
As I come into my own:
Honesty👀
I see that it's about coming into my own mind: the matter of fact of yes showing up and see the part of my actions,
Open-mindedness👀
As I become open to those parts of my actions of why I did what i did to the point of seeing that I can now act and not react;
Willingness 👀
For all of this comes to the point of how willing I can be able to come into my own.
APS: Acronyms (bold) Principles (italic) Slogans (underlined)
Slogans are wisdom written in shorthand and Acronyms are just the sum/the Virtues, of all that wisdom: WISDOM: When In Self, Discover Our Motives
As my recovery takes hold and shape, I start to see that life becomes almost anew; is that what trust is or that of Letting Go and letting God/ As the same as being in the now moment. see because I am halting( meeting myself where I'm at) and q-tipping, I can start to see that I'm showing up for the miracle and really coming into my own when it comes to seeing the silver lining/ not making mountains out of molehills; for I see it's about this too shall pass: as maybe that comes before letting go and letting God and after building Trust?
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