April 20 2025 Pancake Marathon
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The Set Aside Prayer (or lay aside prayer): Dear God, please set aside everything I think I know About myself, this book, my disease, these steps, and especially about you dear God so that I might have an open mind And a new experience with all these things. Please help me to see the truth.
god shame you:
Steps: 3, Tradition: 1/7
I can only understand good as the god (level of peace) I understand (to be or not to be, so what shall I be?), so I can't god shame you (let my ego say "I AM better than this ego."), more than I can do to myself; but if I do say your wrong then that would just say I have yet to come to trust myself and god?
I can only comprehend good as the level of peace I understand God to be. Therefore, I cannot shame you with my ego saying "I AM better than this ego," any more than I can do that to myself. If I were to say you are wrong, it would only mean that I have yet to come to trust myself and God.
Ways to understanding this writing
others
different versions of myself:
Is all is energy: as energy cannot be destroyed it can just change form:
poetically stated by science/ the god within them as the same as the god with me
I
ego
self-seeking
Life:
you are life and that is why it is happening to you([I] as that empowered by [other]).
You may think that there are a thousand different things being done in recovery, really there's just a thousand different ways of saying a few simple things.
Coming to Terms with what is, coming to the points of seeing the pain(Addiction/new pain yet let go of: learned to love and welcome into my home:my body) that of being/ becoming/holding space for: the Solution(just some peace: to help me act within loving what is and what I can bring to the table of my life, as well as those around me); So is that then comes to what is kind of essentially step 4: yes in a very overzealous and that of aspect of almost being a zealot and yet acting as if: through that of how we can accept and yet not realize how we were telling yourself the Real Lies that we now can see us what eyes we will realizing are true Real Lies to then be able to see how we can realize through our real eyes ( be that of the physical two eyes or even that of the metaphorical hysterical aspect of the third eye: touched on through spirituality references).
foresee it does come down to that, foresight through our efforts and actions; clearly described in step 11 as that of Prayer(asking) as what would be meditation ( the answer).
for we are all capable of just simply existing, and for some of us that's exactly what life is about and for those that could do more than just exist: even though it simply comes down to the simple fact of you're just here to hold space for whatever concept in its simple aspect of being a teacher of and for that student because now they're ready to learn; and maybe in a more complex way of looking at it that you are life and this is why life is happening this way.
Simply to say sometimes our parents did the best that they could do, so after legally turning 18: it's up to you to stop blaming yourself because that's truly all you have in that moment: especially when you see it as they were just doing the best that they could do/ that's somehow they almost fell into that of a zealot: that of what is the empty nest syndrome (that truly only comes and manifests itself from those that are not working on themselves anymore, totally sacrificing being such a martyr that they absolutely become distraught and through actions of a midlife crisis: does it actually show their mental breakdown and that of the psychological aspects of the subconscious doing their best to communicate this to the conscious but at the same time such as what addiction is is quoted to be “ such a cunning enemy of life,” for this is true because of what I have just said right here: within a simple aspect of if you stop working on yourself no matter what stage of life that you're in you miss the chance to live and you fall into this incomprehensible demoralization: that is just simply surviving out of the state of thriving: it really does say this though we get back to sanity/thriving when we learned how to Overcoat into that of what is surviving/ so then we end or begin at step one to find a way back into what is thriving out of surviving.); simply say for some being in recovery is the first time they can find that they have a voice and for some it is simply as if it's like rediscovering your voice.
Topic
Coming into my own: I find that when I do find my reason for living: my why or even my what, I see that it simply is because I found the how: the goal’s set forth within as the steps, because of my action through the goals based around my efforts: my willingness; Simply stated: maybe coming into my own is truly me just learning to trust: maybe for the first time or just simply to say that I can trust: all based around seeing how I can do it, even if it was because I found my why or my what but simply to say because I can.
How: Honest open willing
For maybe “how,” is “what,” to you or is your “why?”
What: wonder how about today?
Coming into my own:
Honesty👀
I find that when I do find my reason for living: my why or even my what,
Open-mindedness👀
I see that it simply is because I found the how: the goal’s set forth within as the steps, because of my action through the goals based around my efforts: my willingness;
Willingness 👀
Simply stated: maybe coming into my own is truly me just learning to trust: maybe for the first time or just simply to say that I can trust: all based around seeing how I can do it, even if it was because I found my why or my what but simply to say because I can.
APS: Acronyms (bold) Principles (italic) Slogans (underlined)
Slogans are wisdom written in shorthand and Acronyms are just the sum/the Virtues, of all that wisdom: WISDOM: When In Self, Discover Our Motives
In moments when I truly just have to step back, you know Live and Let Live as just simply just stay teachable find a way to stick with the winners but make room for when I am the winner: and then at that moment I see that it is okay to be the smartest one in the room only when I have humility; because it is true I've had a spiritual awakening and because of that I will try to carry a message.
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