April 18 2025 Pancake Marathon
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The Set Aside Prayer (or lay aside prayer): Dear God, please set aside everything I think I know About myself, this book, my disease, these steps, and especially about you dear God so that I might have an open mind And a new experience with all these things. Please help me to see the truth.
god shame you:
I can only understand good as the god (level of peace) I understand (to be or not to be, so what shall I be?), so I can't god shame you (let my ego say "I AM better than this ego."), more than I can do to myself; but if I do say your wrong then that would just say I have yet to come to trust myself and god?
I can only comprehend good as the level of peace I understand God to be. Therefore, I cannot shame you with my ego saying "I AM better than this ego," any more than I can do that to myself. If I were to say you are wrong, it would only mean that I have yet to come to trust myself and God.
Ways to understanding this writing
others
(different versions of myself: Is all is energy: as energy cannot be destroyed it can just change form: poetically stated by science/ the god within them as the same as the god with me)
I
( ego)
self-seeking
Life:
you are life and that is why it is happening to you([I] as that empowered by [other]).
You may think that there are a thousand different things being done in recovery, really there's just a thousand different ways of saying a few simple things.
Anger, is it what got me here or is it what helped me to survive; would maybe the paradoxical answer be yes: I think so. and yet in the simple aspect of itself, I see that I do get angry that somehow I am miserable beyond measure that all I can do is is this: stay angry or stop adding to the pain ( addiction) to that of what is through the problem ( my thinking), As only then would I find what is simply stated and clarified is simplistic aspect of: a solution; yes maybe some would say, because it is super it is that it comes down to the simple fact of how do you change your ways.
how does one embrace the level of acceptance, within itself to seeing that: you know it comes down to the simple fact of the matter that all as itself with itself must change the way that we look at it; I get it I know I see it it's, that it's easier said than done but it's also easy to do it as well: how could it be easy to do it as well, well, in that simple aspect of itself that it really does come down to that if it's already done: you know the past, then that's easy it's done and that's why it's easy because it's already done / there's also the concept of that I've touched on before that it comes down to simple fact of the matter is if you look at it as if you changing your socks; what I mean by this is that do you really think about the pair of socks that you just changed from: probably not, until you get to do laundry or maybe you never have to cuz you can always buy new socks, but in all actuality you are only thinking about not even the socks that you have on at that point, you just know that you're comfortable and you can focus on doing other things: I feel like that's maybe an understanding and a clear precise Moment of clarity of what is maybe the slogan and its simplest aspect of or at least my Spiritual Awakening of itself to what it is as: the Spiritual armor: as how I can come into play is that it comes down to the very simple fact of the matter that and in and of itself we have this Spiritual armor we do but we may not know why or how or when we may use it: it's almost as the same since as itself of what is the aspects of Learning something that you have no idea why you need to learn it because you might pre plan your life and you will have no use for it: but I ensure you I assure you that it comes down to this simple fact, that it might be the key or what is the building of the key to be coming enlightened/ having had a spiritual awakening; as so, it comes to the level of what way I can love what is the Message and that of the messenger.
as it's can simply be set that the message: is the lesson, and the messenger: is your teacher; it also can simply be understood that each messenger is bringing back your energy to you, and then so in that sense the message is really just your energy coming back to you; for I would simply say that it is you know think of it as a boomerang so you send it out and it comes back to you: with this Boomerang though you ask a question and so you send out the boomerang and it comes back with the answer that's essentially what is happening.
now is what is anger is you holding that messenger captive, as a hostage; because somehow you're so self-seeking that you missed the point and you shoot the messenger instead of focusing on the message.
Topic
as it simply can be said: What is love and how do I find it, only through that of love can I keep it simple and in keeping it simple I can find love; So if I could find it, by giving it just that mean I actually had it the whole time?
How: Honest open willing
For maybe “how,” is “what,” to you or is your “why?”
What: wonder how about today?
APS: Acronyms (bold) Principles (italic) Slogans (underlined)
Slogans are wisdom written in shorthand and Acronyms are just the sum/the Virtues, of all that wisdom: WISDOM: When In Self, Discover Our Motives
All I have is what I have to get, the truth be said, the truth be known; for isn't that life itself? as I find out why I act or even react in moments of addiction, easily understood by maybe the acronym of wisdom; to maybe even the most simplest aspect of recovery being that “I'm angry and I don't know how not to be, maybe you can help me or maybe I'll push you away?” even if it is any of those or none of those isn't it by those that are so willing to be leaders that are trusted servants and to try to carry a message, now I know that they're not perfect/ will I admit that to myself or to them: maybe; still the simplistic aspect of itself is I'm in pain and I don't know how to love or trust because I am in pain.
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