April 17 2025 Pancake Marathon
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The Set Aside Prayer (or lay aside prayer): Dear God, please set aside everything I think I know About myself, this book, my disease, these steps, and especially about you dear God so that I might have an open mind And a new experience with all these things. Please help me to see the truth.
god shame you:
I can only understand good as the god (level of peace) I understand (to be or not to be, so what shall I be?), so I can't god shame you (let my ego say "I AM better than this ego."), more than I can do to myself; but if I do say your wrong then that would just say I have yet to come to trust myself and god?
I can only comprehend good as the level of peace I understand God to be. Therefore, I cannot shame you with my ego saying "I AM better than this ego," any more than I can do that to myself. If I were to say you are wrong, it would only mean that I have yet to come to trust myself and God.
Ways to understanding this writing
others
(different versions of myself: Is all is energy: as energy cannot be destroyed it can just change form: poetically stated by science/ the god within them as the same as the god with me)
I
Ego
self-seeking
Life:
you are life and that is why it is happening to you([I] as that empowered by [other]).
You may think that there are a thousand different things being done in recovery, really there's just a thousand different ways of saying a few simple things.
Forgiveness, is that not what you know and the layers of how reflections work: for just in the sense of itself that per se that the “Daily Reflections in AA,” for example, that is how it has been explained to me that they line up to the steps themselves; and I would imagine that this stands true to life itself: being that there is this sort of flow, a sort of remembrance/ reflection, that one must within themselves find and be kind and Rewind: seeing all actions based around we can simply say they're internal clock: The nature of their actions.
as still one must see that, all things happen in a moment when we get to learn the lessons of life, now what is life and what is this lesson; maybe we can simply say life as I've come to truly treasure is that of: oneself and that is why life is happening the way that it is, as to what is the lesson: maybe that's in a sense of itself acceptance and maybe even that sense of forgiveness; for I say this in the sense of what is resentment (Anger) and that of wondering “why the bad things happen to good people:” I say this in the context of, lining up what would be the context of what was this saying of you know bad things happening.
yet in truth, it's a moment of acceptance, forgiveness; yes within seeing my part and what role I played.
if it is true that I am just playing a role, being a teacher/ that in essence is a lesson/ that in by actuality I'm just a messenger, as to what point being then what is the message; now if we are all one through that of you know the universal law Oneness: essentially/ as well as that being explained within how science poetically States and talks about energy; that somehow: forgiveness/ acceptance, is a pathway upon oneself seeing that in truth “ one must lose oneself to find oneself.”
and still, this self-seeking( ego) is as it can be seen and understood as: what lesson am I going to learn today and in what way; and maybe I will learn it today in some kind of way if only I can be able to find the time and be kind.
Topic
I see: if I was blind then I get to ask myself what is truth in trusting, it is true that somehow I become this: Unadulterated trust Factory, because what else do I have when I am blind; For this brings forth to see the truth in “ the blind leading the blind,” for within that not be acceptance and Trust in that of what is truly just the god of my understanding?
How: Honest open willing
For maybe “how,” is “what,” to you or is your “why?”
What: wonder how about today?
I see:
Honesty👀
if I was blind then I get to ask myself what is truth in trusting,
Open-mindedness👀
it is true that somehow I become this: Unadulterated trust Factory, because what else do I have when I am blind;
Willingness 👀
For this brings forth to see the truth in “ the blind leading the blind,” for within that not be acceptance and Trust in that of what is truly just the god of my understanding?
APS: Acronyms (bold) Principles (italic) Slogans (underlined)
Slogans are wisdom written in shorthand and Acronyms are just the sum/the Virtues, of all that wisdom: WISDOM: When In Self, Discover Our Motives
In the moments that I go ahead and leap before I look, was that not just trust; in what way was I able to trust? Yes this really highlights how: to me, that of what is truly almost an unbreakable Bond of Innocence, that of what is unpainted by fear ( Face everything and rise) itself; I say this by the factor of Innocence, this unadulterated connection to life itself before somehow I became so willing to have this justification through my self-seeking attributes That somehow I built into my life as fear ( false evidence appearing real). For is in truth that I just Want To Live and Let Live, but with all that I've gone through can I really trust the same or at all; as so then I must find and comprehend the word serenity to know new peace.
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