what if you where someone you wanted to be, where do you start and how do you get to do that; well, this is the way that I get to do that.

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for this is what this is about, me being an active part of my recovery, for that is what it is; to simply be able to be keep being willing to be part of my life/getting to in away to keep being willing to get to.

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who do you want to be today, its up to you, "are you a pan_can or a pan_can that can't: yet?"